Maybe

Maybe I want you to suffer a little bit.
Maybe I want you to feel one ounce
of the pain you may have caused me.
Maybe I want you to go out of
your comfort zone to make me feel
comfortable in this relationship again
Because YOU created this distrust.
Maybe I want you to swallow your pride,
just let go of your ego in an
effort to show me that you care
beyond the shadows of MY doubts.
Just pull me in close and
whisper, “I’m so sorry.”
Pierce my eyes with remorse,
kiss me as if its our last,
drown me in your skin until
I accept your sincerest apologies
And watch me judt sink back
into our love interrupted.


His Teachings: Seasons

Many who’ve met me in this season and see my successes tend to think I’m just lucky. No such thing. If only you knew the PAIN and trials I went through before receiving favor. If only you knew the many years I lived mad at the world, sorrowful and not trusting in Him. When I finally gave in and gave it ALL to Him my blessings poured in. Run your own race, trust in your own journey. If you get caught up comparing yourself to where others are in life you might miss your turn. Your current trial is only for a season. Let go and let God!

Quotes For The Soul: One More Time

“Have enough courage to trust love one more time and always one more time.” –Maya Angelou

I choose to be vulnerable in love, in like even and that always leaves my heart bruised. Broken once but bruised often. But even still, the nostalgia of the perfect moments in between is why I’ll forever allow my heart to love and live in a vulnerable space. I can’t and won’t apologize for who I am and I can’t make anyone see the beauty in such a scary, thrilling and risky approach. I can only continue “to trust love one more time and always one more time.”