Do I truly miss you or
Do I just miss the routine of you
Do I miss your voice or
Do I miss a sound that etched itself into
my auditory processes day after day
Do I miss us together or
Do I just miss the companionship
Do I miss you?
Tag: heartbreak
Run
She won’t walk away
Because the love was lost
She’ll run when
She finally loses herself
Brokenhearted
I’m not brokenhearted
but I once was and
I want to always remember and
I want to always hold a piece of it
somewhere within me
so I will always feel
for the brokenhearted
Heart
I don’t want to make you flutter
in false hope anymore.
I don’t want to make you ache
after yet another failed attempt at love
But trust and be still my heart,
I long just as badly as you do
to find another to love like we do.
Chances
I told you over and over
That once I leave
I’d never come back.
You didn’t believe me
But why would you?
I still gave you so many
chances to make it right.
Sucks that when you finally did
I was no longer in sight.
Thunderstorms
I fear thunderstorms because of
the unpredictable noise and chaos.
I also fear the aftermath…
Fresh starts, new beginnings.
Last night I experienced a thunderstorm.
Worth
You’re unhappy more often than not. What are you holding on to? Flashes of false effort that only lends false hope? It’s not real. The way you feel is evident in your actions. The way he feels is evident in his lack of actions. How much longer are you going to let him use you? He doesn’t WANT you. May not even like you but seems to need you. Needs all that you give so freely. It’s been years and all he gives you are new reasons why he refuses to commit. Then tells you he loves you so you’d hold on just a little longer. Long enough for him to find who he truly wants. Then tell you it’s your fault it didn’t work because you were too this or too that. Beautiful, you must activate your worth. It’s not enough to just know it.
